She can't seem to sit down without her bones smashing her insides. Imagine that, never being able to get comfortable in your own bed. Struggling to breathe every waking moment; Sometimes worse than others.
Lots of people die. Every single day. Do they know they are dying before it happens? Sometimes, I suppose.
And she knew. She knew she was gone before it ever happened.. Before she died, that is.
I trust in my gut feelings. Not everybody believes in things such as motherly instincts or superstitions.. But
I do..
This girl, well, she didn't really believe in her death. I know, everyone dies eventually, and t
She can't seem to sit down without her bones smashing her insides. Imagine that, never being able to get comfortable in your own bed. Struggling to breathe every waking moment; Sometimes worse than others.
Lots of people die. Every single day. Do they know they are dying before it happens? Sometimes, I suppose.
And she knew. She knew she was gone before it ever happened.. Before she died, that is.
I trust in my gut feelings. Not everybody believes in things such as motherly instincts or superstitions.. But
I do..
This girl, well, she didn't really believe in her death. I know, everyone dies eventually, and t
I want to write words in the sky
then watch them rain down
Destroying everything.
I want to let the words fall upon you
and crush you.
Every letter of anguish, hurt and 'I love you's'
piercing through you
letting you bleed out every lie
you ever told me.
"I want to corrupt something"
I never knew you meant me
I guess I should feel honored
You never treated
anyone like you tortured me.
At least I'm capable of the worst kind
of attention.
At least you cared enough
to put me in your sadistic lil' game.
At least you thought of me
if only while thrusting into her.
I want to write
every last beautiful thing
about you.
I wan
He apologizes for talking too much
but I batter him
with questions
I want to know everything.
He's scared
like I might not love him
"How can you possibly still love me"
he asks
"if I tell you everything?"
'It's funny'
As I hum
and play with his hair
to comfort him, I'm thinking
'I know exactly how he feels'
But I sing,
and caress him.
"You'll never talk too much"
I'm scared that he'll get too scared.
I fear the day when he stops
talking.
Talking to me
to God
to anyone.
I'm scared he'll think I know
too much
And don't love enough
I love to be loved,
I love to love less.
Are we not but
two kindred souls
yearning for one another's affection
but only to love
the other
half-heartedly
Seeming to Skit by
on the the thought
of our own wit?
Like spreading the legs
of some worn down slut?
I want to be admired,
Not to admire.
I want to mark my footsteps
as I take them.
Lest another great moment in history be forgotten.
I am Man.
And I
Am Selfish.